On Thursday, January 12th, I broke up with my OK Boyfriend.  ”Ok Boyfriend”, an installation in my bedroom, was created and installed in November.  After a short and chaotic romance, I decided it would be best for the both of us to break up.  In the long run, the installation was very effective as a psychological/architectural renovation.  Staring at the wall of chaos above my head every night filled me with, at first, feelings of comfort and security.  After a while, the comfort and security turned to annoyance, inconvenience, and suffocation.  Finally, the entire installation became an articulate metaphor for emotional chaos and insecurity.  Perhaps this metaphor always existed, but it took me two months to understand and be effected by it.   

(“OK Boyfriend”: View from above)

In the end, I decided it is better to have “NO Boyfriend” rather than an “OK Boyfriend”.  

“NO Boyfriend”: solo performance & installation, January 12th, 2012.

It’s not me, it’s you.